Robin Mordecai

Without you I can still breathe  But it’s hard It actually kind of hurts to suck in the air My lungs feel stiff  The act of breathing makes my eyes water Or maybe those are tears from something else I… Read more

Im tired My muscles ache My hands hurt to move My throat is raw  My chest still holds leftover anxiety  It will take my body time to recover But it will heal Though I worry of my brain Holding on… Read more

I go to face my fears  I go to find my peace I go to fall in love I go to feel release I go to give my all I go to find my heart I go because without you  … Read more

When the baton dropped the music began At first it was a quiet gently melody from the flutes Singing softly of my love for you With each measure the melody grew The clarinets adding their moving harmonies  The strings began… Read more

I am afraid. I have always been one to listen to my gut and currently, it's telling me to run. Run far away because something is coming and whatever it is is gonna hurt really bad. But I can't move… Read more

 Its funny how certain events in one’s life can change you. Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse. In my case I’m hoping for the first. For me this event was a panic attack, a full blown, completely out… Read more

Pathetic That's all I feel anymore. I'm fine one moment, broken the next. Uncontrollable tears come streaming down my face and the guilt and pain and insecurities and anger and sadness and emptiness wash over me. I wear sunglasses most… Read more

Drifting
Off the map
Over the edge 
Lost In the unknown  Cold Reaching for…something? Someone? So many questions No direction No compass Is this it? Is this life? Alone

i find it impossible to stop loving you you the one who inspires me  you the one who shakes me free of myself you the one who loves me in brokenness you the one who sees through my walls and… Read more